Flowing with Ease

Angee and Yara

Ease.  This is what I am now working to bring into my life.  When I woke this morning, I stepped into a new path in my life.  Trying on anything new feels strange at first, whether that is adopting a new wellness practice, workout routine, starting a new job, or in my case, coming home from an extraordinary 3-day workshop in my shamanic studies.  I gained so much insight into myself that before coming home I made a sacred vow to myself to adopt some immediate changes in my life starting this morning. This past weekend was one of the most incredibly magical and powerful, transformative experiences of my life.  I am humbled and honoured to study with some of the most amazingly courageous and authentic people, other brave, searching souls looking to find meaning and understanding in their own lives.  When I started this journey I had no idea how deep I would be willing to go.  With each teaching that I receive, I slowly work to unfold the mystery of Who I Am, and Why Am I Here.   
Ease.  Pause.  Breathe.  Be Still.  Reflect.  Soft.  Let Go.  Flow with Ease. 
These were just some of the loving, whispered messages I received while working with my horse teachers through some incredible personal reflective exercises over the weekend.  I hope the echo in my heart remains from these incredible exchanges, and that I don't convince myself that it never happened.   Journaling has become a very importance piece for this reason.  One of the most amazing things you can do for yourself is to step outside of your own comfort zone and to explore the areas in your own life that may be leading you out of balance.  With each lesson I go through, another missing piece of the puzzle is found.   This past weekend I found the courage to look deep within myself to explore why I set such ridiculous expectations on myself.  The things I learned have shaken me to my core and I was shown how limited my remaining years would be if I did not stop this cycle of self abuse through overworking.  These new discoveries will take me some time to fully process and for that very reason I am choosing to head this very important advice and for the time being just flow with ease.  I am forever grateful to my community of brothers and sisters who so willingly take on every personal challenge alongside me, so that we can support each other fully through these processes.  I came away from the weekend with a new direction, a fresh outlook, direct focus to what I need to do for myself to continue towards my goals, and a brand new Totem Animal to add to my growing menagerie.  Welcome Moes, the black Dragon who has come forward to be my Warrior Animal, joining my Power Animal the Wolf, and Birth Animal the Sturgeon.  The gifts and power of these guides help me to better understand myself.  To my horse teachers of the weekend, Contendor and Juliette, as well as the rest of the HSC herd, thank you for the beautiful love and wisdom you shared.  To my human teachers Andre and Janis, words will never express the love and gratitude I have for you both being a very important part of my life.  To my brothers and sisters of Wisdom Circles, I am so looking forward to the taking the next step in this incredible journey with you all.  With deepest, loving gratitude ~ Angee ❤🎇

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Horse Medicine Lodge - Wisdom Circles December 2020.